The first rule of learning to sail is to obey the Captain’s orders, or at least to try to hear what is being said and taught and do it. As I start my third day of writing this blog I’m trying to find a daily rhythm that will enable me to hear His voice more clearly.
In the last season I’ve been a bit stressed, trying to figure out what I’m meant to be doing. Covid has brought so much change into our culture.
At the beginning of the year I knew that I had drifted away from a habit of just sitting down with Jesus and resting in His love. I tried to just “be still and know” that He is God, but I was overthinking all the time. Just sitting down and having a rest time with Him was really difficult. Should I be reading the Word, praying for people and discerning what to do about so many pressing issues?
I actually wrote a poem at the end of last year called “Relationship Renewed”….but I quickly flitted off again from just resting with Jesus and got distracted. If you want to listen to that poem- here’s a SoundCloud link….
https://soundcloud.com/kate-stanway
Resting at anchor
Yesterday I was truly blessed. I think it started on Sunday by reading Colossians 2 with other people – in such a way that really meant we had to gently hear what was being said there.
Then, yesterday, I was reading a Daily Devotional that I should have finished at Christmas (awful words- should have!) and I really liked what the author was saying about finding rest in busyness. I wish I had read it at Christmas! One of the verses of scripture that she included was:
“In returning (to Me)and rest you shall be saved; in quietness and confident trust is your strength.”
Isaiah 30:15 AMP
I realised that returning is actually repenting, but it’s not hair shirt stuff! It’s turning back to the good way of being with Him. To rest, listen, gain confidence and find new strength.
P.S.
I have a very dear friend in California. She read this blog yesterday and gave me so much encouragement, as she always does. How we treasure our good friends! So thank you, dear Angela. And the Cheese Scones (!) are baked at 200 Celsius… for our American friends, I guess that’s around 400F. Hot oven!
